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Beating Heart #2





Did it stop raining? No, I still hear the water splashing... Then why don't I feel it anymore?

Is this what dying feels like? Becoming all numb? No longer being able to feel the rain on your face? But I like the rain...

My limbs may have become numb, my feelings didn't. It still hurts inside. I don't think it will ever go away. Ha! Not even Death can release me from this suffering. If I knew sooner...

If I had one more chance I wouldn't let them defeat me. I'd fight back. I'd show them they can't hurt me.

But I was so stupid to believe their every word. I let them inside my head.
If I only had one more chance to prove them wrong.... But it's too late. There's no turning back. I'm so stupid.



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